I will be honest. I'm terrfied of doing this diet bet. I'm terrified of falling back into old habits, but I realize that I can't continue living this way. Being afraid, and continuing to be unhealthy. It's just not what I liked to feel. Finding joy in fitness, I want to go back to when things were simple. I wasn't afraid to push myself that extra mile. I want to go back, but I do not want to find the unhealthy living standards I had mentally or physically.
Hopefully, as this will keep me accountable, I'll be able to go through with this, without fear. I want to wish everyone luck. The money doesn't matter to me as much, I'm more in it for the support and the awesome and amazing people I'll meet. Hopefully then I can become a little more comfortable with myself, and I can see myself doing the things that I used to, rather than not being able to do it at all.