Where to begin! I've started and failed so many times. With pressures from work, family and especially myself. If I start from the beginning I would cry. I cannot say I had a great or fantastic childhood, I can't even say it was good. We basically survived. I'm not looking for pity or sympathy and I know some had it much worse then me. I do believe it led me down some destructive paths. Not drugs or alcohol, but relationships and food.
We had something called a "cookie closet" my parents would lock up snacks like cookies, chips, candy, if it was snack or junk food related it was in this closet. If we were good they might toss us cookie like we were animals. Wow! Like animals not children or human beings but animals.
It's weird to think that something like that can alter the relationship that you have with food and people.
I know that I am horrible at self disclosure, simple horrible. I'm hoping with this diet bet and now blog I can open up and be me!
#trying
#finishwhatistart
#icandothis
Take care and be good.
Chrissy