I did start my weight loss journey at the end of March after a trip to Disneyland and had a hard time getting in and out of the rides. I cried in the shower so my daughter wouldn't see me. I was so disgusted with myself. My original weight was 250lbs. Yes 250lbs! Never have I ever weighed so much. Even my own grandma (Mamo) that is what we call her since I couldn't say grandma when I was little it came out Mamo...told me I was getting fat. I didn't say anything since she is 92 years young. However it did sting. I have lost weight and when I saw this diet bet I said "it couldn't hurt". My diet bet weight started out at 223lbs so I was happy that I lost 27lbs from the end of March to our weigh in for this diet bet.
After the first week of being on the diet bet, I feel good. I walked, drank water (a lot of) and actually watched what I ate not to go backwards and gain the weight I had just lost. Wow it worked! I know it feels like I gained all of this weight overnight but it had been steadily going on for many years due to insecurity and some other stuff that I have been dealing with. Self awareness and self disclosure is a goal of mine.
I know that no one could be reading this or maybe someone is...who knows but it does feel good to talk about stuff and maybe I will talk other stuff too.
#selfdisclosure, #selfawareness
Take Care
Chrissy