This Christmas was so special.... and now it is making me face my health more than ever. Not for cute engagement pics or to fit into a dress, but to realize that I want to be around as long as possible and that kids are not in my future at this weight.

So i joined three Dietbets.

I am leaving my Christmas chocolate in the freezer for Shark Week cravings and my Fiance (wow first time typing that) is completely on board.

I need to focus on WAY less sugar/carbs and portion control.

I work a desk job so getting my steps in or even a decent amount of exercise is a challenge.

I have an elliptical set up infront of the tv at home and we are converting our garage into a gym.

Hopefully this will be a rel turning point for me. I have lost 100+lbs about 15 years ago so I know I can do it, but obviously it will be A LOT harder this time around. Fingers crossed.