So it's been a while since I've done a diet bet game. My last two I won so I am pretty confident that I will win this one too. When it comes to losing money I definitely do not want to lose!
Since my last game I have lost weight on my own and that has been a journey in itself, a good one I will say but I'm at a stand point where I am just not getting motivated enough to stay on track. I initially had a goal for New Year's Eve and I conquered that but since then I have majorly gone off course. I think I got too comfortable with my success and I just can't get my mind back in the game. I have gained a little bit and I definitely don't like how I feel, my confidence has been wounded and I want to gain that back.
That's actually a new and kind of scary feeling to be confident but I am slowly getting my mind and heart there. To believe that I am worth it to feel good about myself is something that I'm slowly getting comfortable with. I know I'm very good at self sabatoge so I know that hurting my wallet and messing with my money just seems to work.
My last games I didn't ever blog and this time I will definitely do it to look back on reflection. I thought Facebook was the place to talk about my weight loss but I know some are not interested but on here we are all here for the same reason.
I felt a connection with this games host and what her struggle was and to feel like you can relate to someone I know will be inspiring!
So here's to an amazing journey with everyone on here!
:)