I was embarrassed at first to put down my long term goal weight because I didn't think it was possible to ever get there. When I was in the 190s I used to tell people my ultimate goal was 155 and even that seemed impossible. I thought if I said anything lower people would think it was hilarious and sad. 

For the last few years I've fluctuatedbetween 145-165. I've stopped thinking that goals are unachievable or that someone's reactions to them matter. I think you have to put that mentality away to live healthy. 

 

But that little box appeared askingme what my long term weightloss goal is. I hesitated and wrote 135. That's not really my ultimate weightloss goal. It's a good place to start but I'm really working towards 128-130. If I won't admit that, I won't get there. 

 

Still getting up the courage to share dietbet on fb or insta (my real one, not my private fitness one.) Don't know why having it out there is scary. Having people I know aware that I'm actively trying to lose weight has always been uncomfortable for me. I'm sure I'd get nothing but suport but still.I think it's gonna happen soon. Maybe not this bet but soon.