I'm feeling happpiness in almost every corner of my life right now - my family, workplace, marriage, and friendships. 

After the wedding I let myself relax, but I still wanted to continue on my journey, sadly I let go to much and couldn't find my rhythm again. My favorite coach left my box and I hadn't felt connected or trusting towards anyone else there, and I accepted a really amazing new job that prohibits me from visiting any of their hours with my new demanding schedule. 

I've lost my sanctuary, but i'm checking out other gyms where I can power and olympic lift on my own time for not as expensive and that's been exciting. Sometimes a new beginning is all you need to put your best foot forward. So far I have found one and it has a pool and hot tub, not to shabby for Abby :D I'm also exploring at home programs. I like the idea of not having to leave to get a good workout, but theres something nice about having an excuse to leave the house and the mess and think about something else for a couple hours. 

My now husband has been more supportive in helping me get back on track and he's even lost a little bit, which is so great.

Turns out Paleo was a little to restrictive for me and I abused their way of eating and turned it into a disorder. My bad, yes I will start eating more than 600 calories a day. lol The 21 day fix plan has been awesome! I love how much food I get to eat and that it's not cardboard and doesn't have to be chicken and broccoli. I did a few of the companion work outs, not a fan, I get a good sweat but it feels like that mind numbing over crowded fancy pants aerobics class. I miss my lifting and throwing a bar over my head really fast. 

But the eating plan is awesome, both my mom and I have found a good deal of success. I'm sad it took so long to jump on that wagon. I'm sure so far what i've lost is mostly water so we'll see what the next round shows and if it's as successful as I feel it is. It's almost to easy :P 

Crossfit games finished last night. Excited for all the winners but how are we going to get an American Female to podium?! I was really hopeful of Brooke Wells but it wasn't her weekend. Next year!

 

I'm still working on myself and decided to get back into dietbet to help me move forward. I can't be this size any longer, and I won't be for long. 

 

Happy National Lighthouse Day