All the best! I guess most of us have been here before, gaining and loosing a lot of times. When I read about "hope syndrome" I started looking at my jurney differently with more comassion. It has helped me. Maby you can find it interesting. Here´s a link: http://isites.harvard.edu/fs/docs/icb.topic1063339.files/falsehopesofselfchange%20copy.pdf
Take care and we will do this together.
Take care and we will do this together.