There are so many things I don't like about me...
Legs Arms, Chin, Hair, Waist
These things make me hide in a shell and get to the point avoiding the people. Even the people closest to me. They can distract me to where I can't even carry out a conversation with someone without drifting off and looking for comfort elsewhere. I'm always focusing on adjusting my shirt so it lays right and doesn't bunch up by that fat roll or fidgeting with my hair to ensure it's not sticking up strange.
Since my childhood I have heard the rude comments people have made about others appearances. This has taught me to be self consious, since I never wanted anyone to ever say that about me. It has led me to allow my failure to meet standard appearances consume me. Please don't judge me by my appearances.
I know better though. I'm my own worse judge. There will always be those people. I think that everyone may have been guilty of it at some time or another. I just need to stop thinking about how I look to other people and focus more on getting healthy and eliminating some of those distrations.
Day 2 of the challenge:
Weight: 278.8 lbs.