So today is Day 1. Although I am definitely excited, I am also nervous. I want this to have an impact on lilfe for me. I have lost this weight in the past and if I lose the 10% I will be very close to where I was when I lost it before. I will also be close to where I want to be (within about 10-15 pounds). I want to be healthy again. I want to feel good about myself again. I want my weight to not be something that I personally focus on or struggle with. I want it to be something that is not an issue, even if it is something I have to continue to work at.
As I have said before this is more than just weight for me. I want to make a transformation. I want to be able to trust God and be able to be still and wait on Him. This is something I have continued to struggle with yet I believe that these two things are connected. They are both about control and wanting to be in control of my life regardless of the types of decisions I may make.
Be still and know that I am God.