Well... I did it... I signed up, paid the fee and comitted myself to doing something about my weight.  Oh my... WHAT did I do?

To be honest, I am really scared that I will not be able to live up to what I have comitted myself to.  I don't like to fail.  But then again, who does?  I am the type of person that doesn't like to try new things for fear of looking like a fool.  I stress myself out about how other people may be judging me.  I shouldn't care what other people think, but I do.

I've lost weight in the past but have always managed to put it back on.  What it boils down to is that I make poor food choices because of a lack of planning.  I try to plan but am not very successful so go back to making poor choices.  It's a vicious cycle!

I am forging a new road this year and I WILL be successful!