Oh what I long week.  My grandpa died on the 6th, which just happened to be my daughters first birthday. It was a terrible day, I didnt even have the emotional ability to celebrate with her, I know she wont remember but it doesnt stop me from remembering every year.  We travelled to missouri for the funeral this weekend. My eating of course didnt go as planned.  Staying with several people and eating on their schedule, at their home and in a small town where everything is fried makes it difficult for many healthy options. I however did my best and the constant chasing my daughter and lugging my heavy suitcase through the snow I came in 2 lbs lost. I was suprised and happy, hoping this week is better with my meal planning  and maybe I will surprise myself with a small loss by the end of the week.  Im not going to lie, I just finally got all the children to bed, I desperatly need to shower, do dishes, unpack and at least 3 loads of laundry, but all I really want to do is curl up in my quiet room with a small bowl of ice cream. <3.. but I wont I'll have a bottle of water and a dark chocolate square instead and start on the long list of to-do's ahead of me.  Tomorrow will be a better day, I can feel it.