I really can relate this post! After puberty hit, I was always a "thick" girl. After I had kids, forget it, obesity in a box! Lol. Growing up, I didn't really obsess about my weight because I always had confidence, but I thought about it everyday. There hasn't been a day in my life that I that I've wished I could be thinner. It's kind of sad because although I accept who I am, at the back of my mind, I've always wanted to fit in a smaller size. I'm glad now that I am focused on health and teaching my kids the how to eat right.