Before my pregnancy I managed to lose 20kg. 

Instead of receiving praise, at minus 15 everyone was telling me that I had lost enough weight.

"You look sick, tired , unhealthy."

I did not.

I was just thinner and working out everyday. My hair in a bun and no make up.

I turned 30 last year, and gained weight after a tragic event this year.

But this time will be different.

I am not in this to lose weight only.

I want to take care of myself.

I chose the picture of my newborn daughter, she is now a chubby 1 and a half year old.

I took good care of her, it is a reminder that at least I managed to do that.

Today I had a hair mask, a face mask, I finally removed my gel nail or what was left of it, used some body cream...

I also wore a new dress . Why wait to reach my goal weight to feel confortable in my clothes..

Anyway I had  no time to go out but at least my hair smell like mango !

I will try to put my daughter in her bed and go back downstairs to try a new work out video of blogilates and plan a nice day to compensate this one !

Let's enjoy this journey!