Super excited to be starting my game tomorrow.  I've come so far in my journey so far and I just have this small bit to go. I know for many 40 lbs is not a little bit but when I've lost 100 lbs so far 40 lbs seems cake. When you hit the wall it makes it hard but I know I can hit back harder and I want this for me and my family.  I want them to be healthy as well as me. So me showing them that I can do this with all my medical issues means they can do it to. 

Yesterday I bought a fitness watch called the perfect calorie monitor and its been interesting so far. Trying it out before go time.  I might up grade to the pro version because it automatically dowloads the information to my phone. I will give it a couple of days and see how it goes. 

I also bought a 50 lb bag of sand. I know your probably wondering why? Well I want to make a sort of weight bag. So I took an old backpack I had and fixed it up because the straps were falling off and madebit into the weight bag. After putting the sand in the bag and getting it hosted onto my back with the help of my hubby and roommate and after almost falling over the straps that I so carefully sewed back on ripped off. So I have a different bag now and well see how that goes. The funny thing is how much 50 lbs is and I used to have twice that amount on my body! Now I can barely stand with half that on me. So for me its a reminder of where I don't want to be again. 

I want healthy back and I will settle for nothing else. I deserve it. My family deserves it. 

Here's to me and all of you who join the journey to tearing down your wall and building something beautiful.