So this is my first Dietbet game. I have been trying to lose weight for the last 4 years actively.

I joined a gym...never went and then I got it into my head I was going to lose 200 lbs so I started going back ot the gym. that lasted 2 weeks at max. I was sore, tired, hurting pretty bad from work.

My diet was shit...still is really.
I am currently not working because my daddy had an aortic anuysm and now a stroke. I took off work to take care of him. I wil be until at least the first of the year. While I am anxious to get back to work I am also anxious and wanting to get things around the house done first...I can also find a good better paying job some where else but at the same time I love where I work.
I am also afraid that I will work super hard on this for this month and then when I go back to work Im going to fall off the wagon and every time I do that I gain more weight.

I am 340ish lbs, I have not weighted for the bet yet. It is going to be easier for me to lose weight compaired to someone trying to lose 20 lbs. But I dont want to be thise size anymore. I have always pictured my body build being that of Shakira with small butt. Im wider shoulders and hips. So im aiming for a total goal weight of 150 but Im not sure yet.

I am axious that I will get bored and just blow off the 30$ bet...I have done something like that in the past and now it comes back to haunt me. I am going to at least try...I mean if I can loose 20 lbs in a month....OMG I would be happy. My goal right now is to get down to 200lbs by the end of January.

SO I hope I made a good choice in trying to risk something for my heath...maybe it is the motivation I need. I hate losing money.

Any ways...thank you for reading...I cuss alot so if your offended...Opps.