11 days left.

 

When I logged onto my DietBet app this morning and saw that number, a wave of anxiety completely washed over me. Generally speaking, I LOVE doing DietBets. This is my fifth one, so I know how this works and am familiar with what my body needs to lose weight. This bet, though, had larger amount than I've ever bet before, and now I'm really feeling nervous that I won't make it and I'll be out that $100.

 

I know that I'm eating much better than I was over the summer, when I fell off the wagon (and onto a pool chair to lay in the sun and drink LOL). I know that working out 5x a week is good for my physical and mental health. I know that I've lost 36 pounds since January and I'm SO proud of myself for that. I just worry that I'm stuck in a place where I can't figure out what else to do to drop a few more pounds. Counting calories - check. Enough sleep nightly - check. Lots of water - check. I've been consistent. I've been determined. Not half-assing any workouts or eating back a ton of my excerise calories.

 

I don't know... The pressure of being "in the pot" in 11 more days is just bothering me some and I wanted to gripe about it here and see if anyone had any thoughts. AND with Thanksgiving Thursday and a trip to my favorite winery Saturday, I'm extra nervous! (However, to solve the winery temptations, I volunteered to be DD and for Thanksgiving, I've volunteered to bring healthy/veggie-loaded dishes along... I just know that will power is a fickle thing lol.)

 

For now though, I'll just keep on trucking and hope for the best!! Just finished a filling, low-cal dinner of tilapia and brussel sprouts (my fave!) and will be heading to the gym for a 60-min Les Mills Body Attack class. Good luck to everyone, particularly those who are in the same boat as I am!!