sometimes I wonder home much we should share on this website about ourselves, about home much we struggle with our weight about how much it is a inner battle with ourselves-- like are we pushing each other enough or we just  here for ourselves -- well here is my little push of why this weight is personal to me and I hope it motivates you to work harder or maybe not to give up on this.   I thought I would share about one of the conditions I suffer with due being overweight -- I have sleep apnea- it is hidden killer that alot of us suffer from-- I have to wear a machine at night to make so that I do not have seizure at night due my weight causing me to stop breathing, I am constantly tired, I need basically about 10hrs of good sleep to focus in a day but I usually only get about 6-8 and live off caffine that make my sleep problems worse in nature.  I sometimes think about what it would be like to go through a day without being constantly tired or being able to sleep without a mask-- I am telling this not for you to feel sorry for me -  I am telling you this because I want you to realize much our weight controls our lives and that we need to focus it and take our lives back-- I am not doing this bet for the money-- I am doing this so that I can have my life back !!!!  -- Now it is your turn if you want to share- let other know how your weight stopping you from living or maybe what you hope to gain from this dietbet-- may we push each other past this goal and into next month