I get stressed in anticipation of hard times ahead, too. It sounds like you're allowing a lot of room for grace and forgiveness, which is awesome! I'm proud of you for going out and doing a class! That's something I haven't been brave enough to do yet.
anon-cdab6204-7b8a-4a4c-975a-6e4e7dc3e93f@cea80f7c-a742-4fd5-85d2-e7978b0db1a6.anon and Marsha B. like this comment.