In my blog, I wrote about getting my physical the other day.  It went well overall...I don't have any medical issues going on, other than my obesity.  Of course, that opens the door to all kinds of nightmares, hence my work going on here! 

But I have a family history of heart problems, and a few months ago, a brother of mine, in his mid-40's, a few years older than I, had a serious heart attack.  He was a non-smoker, and I think he probably weighed about the same as I.  He is okay, but has pretty significant heart damage, and his life will be forever changed.  Its a real wake-up call.  I asked my doctor during my physical about ways to see how at risk I was.  He suggested I get a Cardiac Calcium scan.  It is non-invasive, takes about 5 minutes, and costs $150.  Easy, peasy.  So I did that.

I got the results back today.  The range goes from 0-400.  I got a 40.  At my age, the doc said thats not horrific, but not great either.  Puts me at a risk of heart disease in the 75-90% range in my lifetime - yikes!  So I need to battle down my cholesterol.  I have slightly elevated cholesterol as is, and for normal people, my doc said he would just simply suggest weight loss, and move on.  But because of my family history, and my calcium score, he is putting me on a low dose of Lipitor.  That should put my cholesterol very low.

Its wierd and uncomfortable for me to imagine being on a serious medication.  I pushed back a little bit, but my doc said - "look, yes you are borderline, but if I was you, you need to really get that cholesterol down.  If you take the Cardiac Calcium scan again when you are 50, and you have the same score of 40, then your heart disease risk will be at like 25% or something."  I get his point. 

I'm feeling a little down about the whole thing, honestly.  I didn't see myself waking up and popping a pill every day.  It feels wierd, and somehow that I have let my own body down to actually be in this position.  I guess my family history is part of the problem, and just based on that alone, its good I did all these tests early on.  As of now, I don't have any crisis going on, but I need to take my situation seriously.  Perhaps by taking precautions now, I will be in better shape when I'm 50 and 60 and beyond. 

My doc said even if I get my cholesterol totally under control through diet and exercise, the mediction might still be a good idea for me as a way to protect myself.  I'll get my weight under control, take some new labs, and perhaps double check the long-term strategy with a second opinion. 

I'm happy to have learning something about myself and my body while I'm still able to do something about it.