Two weeks in and I weigh the same as I did at the start. I can't say I am surprised. I have not been really trying very hard. Mentally, I guess I am still not ready to commit, and to let go of the excuses. Its a stressful time for me right now. In a house with two pre-teen boys who periodically turn into hormone filled monsters, one of which likes to cuss me out and act like he hates me during his episodes, I have lots of excuses to eat for comfort and let the stress win. Right now I just need to keep myself sane.
Hopefully I will get to the point where I am willing to let go of the comfort zone and excuses, but I am not there right now. I really was hoping that commiting the money would help me to keep on it, but I feel right now that I have to not allow it to be another thing to stress me out.