Good job on your 50lbs Martha!!!! I had a similar story.. when my mom got sick and passed away, i ate my emotions, was always tired and sitting on the couch thinking there is no way i'll be able to get back out of this hole. I gained 40 pounds (i'm only 5'2, so it shows A LOT) AND I have P.C.O.S... so it makes it so much more difficult to lose 1 pound than a regular person with no P.C.O.S. I started going to a gym near my work in October, lost a bit and was able to sleep much better (no more insomnia) but my eating habits didn't change :( Now i'm ready to do this with everyone and lose the weight that is making me unhealthy and miserable!Let's motivate each other!! xox