Hi I'm Abby and I'm a Monday Mindless Eater, with an acknowledgement of my gateway drug.

In my earlier blog i told a tale based on real events of how I visited an organic food store and discovered Zevia, that fo-la triggered all the cravings a diet coke normally would, so i've had my cute 320 calorie bag of fiery cheetos, my i don't want to know how many calories wrapped no bake cookie, and I just cracked my artificial chemically delicious 0 calorie white monster..

How can one little can of something that is supposed to be a healthy alternative to a poor choice give you the same consequences in the end? 

When does the self control kick in that says, "you deserve better than artificial sweetners, chemicals, dyes, and words you can't pronounce, pick up that apple and almond butter, you've earned it"?

I've noticed, I do get by throughout my day much better when all i eat is clean whole foods and all I drink is water, if I pick up something that is now considered a treat I will back track and the whole day will be lost. 

I had an amazing breakfast, mid morning snack, and lunch, now all of that is gone because of the mindless eating triggered by my fo gateway drug. 

Does anyone experience anything similar? They give themselves a treat that triggers cravings that can't be ignored/avoided and it just turns into a huge bingfest. 

Has anyone found or created a diet coke anonymous group. Clearly I need help.

Anyway I don't have advice, this was more of a "I'm going to throw this out into the universe and someone who is struggling with the same situation can catch it and they will know they are not alone.. or someone who has no idea what i'm talking about will see this and not read it because it has no impact or relation to their life, they might even stomp on it like an evil puddle that needs a stomping.."

Also, i've noticed in the month of January most of the people who caused drama in my life use the word "don't" instead of "doesn't" in sentances and I found that quite annoying and people need to get it together! 

Crossfit tonight will take care of the mindless eating... 

I hope my silly rant about the seriousness of the diet coke gateway drug can be relatable to some of you, or maybe the silliness brightened your day.