Whenever I have nerve pain, I try not to cover it with my meds, only because the pain is easier to handle than the meds.

Yesterday was an ok day for me. I got my steps in and indulged in a 1/3 of my cheesecake I have left from the cheesecake factory on Tuesday. After seeing how much a whole peice actually costed I was floored but I added everything to my fitness pal. No more cheating, overlooking,or not adding the foods I eat. I have to stop hiding and hold my self accountable for my actions.

Yesterday I did good on my steps with getting over 10,000 steps for the day. I was 86 calories short from going over my intake but I guess its better than 500 or more which would be the usual number.

Last night I was having alot of nerve pain on my left side of my body again so at 9pm I took my pills to help me sleep or I would have been up at night.

Now I have to weigh in the question is it worth to take these pills. Only because when I wake up in the morning I am so grogy and tired I could sleep 4 more hours. This is whta hits me and I can't get motivated nor wake up as I am so foggy. This morning I woke up 45 minutes late so I rushed getting ready for work and took the dog around the block but I was still grogy and not woken up. Unfortunatly me being so tired this morning led me to go to the worse place of all.... Dunkin Doughnuts. This was my addiction for many months but I was able to slowly take it out but when I wake up soo tired and grogy, I seem to drive there to get a ice coffee and sandwich. When I got to work I regretted going but I am still groggy and tired. I am unable to get awake today from those pills. :/

I think I am going to stop taking them again and just deal with being up several hours in the night as I can at least wake up after a walk if I am up all night but these pills I am unable to wake up from.

Tonight I have my personal training session with my trainer. I hope that when I get to see him tonight I wont be as tired so I can push my self hard during the workout.

Till tomorrow. I hope everyone is trying or is staying on track.

Good Luck All.