Yesterday I wish I did more than I did but I received a call from my mom that we may have had to drive to Albany to get my sister so I up and left the gym after a 1/2 hour when I normally stay for 1 hour by the time I got home and was ready to go she told me never mind. So instead of working out I worked on cleaning up the house for a bit. Since I have been on a gym workout fix I have let my house go. I feel there's just not enough hours in the day latley to get everything done and I get up at 5:30 in the morning just to start my day. Ugh. So why is my heading secret Exercise and Social media as they are way 2 different things.

Let me start with secret exercise. I only say its secret because no one sees me do it and it gets me moving. It might label me as being weird but I don't care more. I am at work for 8.5 hours every day and on the computer for probably a total of 12 hours a day. This week I started doing bathroom workouts. You might think what? Eww? Huh? but it's not what you think. Because I work in a place full of men. I can't stand up every hour and do squats or sit-ups or pushups in my room as they are perverted as to any other man around. So every time I go to the bathroom I do 20 squats and 20 wall pushups off the wall ( not the floor) I drink water only all day so I end up going 3-4x at work that's 80 of each by the end of my day and only takes me probably 1-2 min tops on doing them. This also gets my heart rate up doing the squats, Next week I will probably up it to 30 each as I get stronger and faster. Call me crazy but if you work in an office all day long and sit at a computer, they say to get up every hour so why not do some exercises even if its privately done. :) Ok you can call me weird now but all I know is I can bench 10lb stronger this week on the leg press and hip abductions than the week before.


This moves me onto social media... Something I have very mixed feelings on. Don't get me wrong I love my apps I use and websites ect. But I am honestly sick of Facebook but I run websites attached to my facebook so I can't get rid of Facebook. I am not allowed to vent, share my goals, or my accomplishments without one sour puss in the group or someone judging me yelling at me to take what I have to say down. Ugh wht doesn't help is I also work with family, so I am not allowed to post anything about work on Facebook even if I am angry at people for something they have done or I need to vent because I am sick of trying to concentrate on my work and I can't because theres 5 hrs of talking behind my head. 2 days ago I posted about starting a carb cycling diet, i was feeling accomplished as I did so much work outs and was under my kcal count I was so happy because Its all new to me and I am excited to not feel hungry or feel like I am crashing, this morning I received a comment on my page that I took wrong or right I am not sure but It made me a bit upset as to me being told that people don't care what i eat, how much I exercise, or my accomplishments until I am a size ten which I am a size 20. Well it set me off, i feel what I post if you don't like what I am saying about what I am eating, doing, exercising then don't read what I have to say. ugh. sorry for the vent but I am at a loss with fb and ready to pull everything I have on there off of it and just leave my websites running.

Anyways Today is my High Carb day and it took me 2 hours to set up food today as I kept going way over my kcal goal. I finally got it to 40% carb and protein and 20% fat. OH and I signed up for another 30 sessions with my Trainer. And told him this time I have a goal to run the Jingle Bell Run and the Turkey Trot in the fall. I think having a goal this time around will keep me more motivated.

Till tomorrow!

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