After my Transformer Challenge ended a couple of weeks ago, I made the decision to take a break because I just wanted to pause for a minute. Why did I do that??? I thought I could do it alone, but that was a BIG MISTAKE!!! Because I wasn't in any challenges, I had no one to help keep me accountable, so I went off track. I ate & drink whatever I wanted with family & friends, & now I have to accept the consequences of my actions. And last night, I had a serious wake-up call. When I got behind the wheel of my car, I noticed that my stomach was sitting in my lap. It FELT heavy, & I didn't notice that before. That really bothered me!!! I already knew I had a kangaroo pouch (LOL!!!), but DANG!!! When I realized the damage I had done, I said: "OH HELL NAH!!! THIS FAT HAS GOT TO GO!!!" LOL!!! This was a reality check for me. I'm not happy with myself, so I have to stop talking about it, & BE ABOUT IT!!! NO MORE EXCUSES!!! I HAVE TO GET MY MIND RIGHT TO GET MY BODY TIGHT!!! 

Although I really don't want to join another Transformer til September, I'm gonna do it; otherwise, I may end up doing more damage than what I've done already. You guys have been my rock helping me stay on track & accountable for my actions, so if I have to join another challenge to get back on track, I'm gonna do it!!! :-)

What's done is done!!! TODAY'S A NEW DAY FOR NEW BEGINNINGS!!! I fell down, but I've picked myself back up, & now I'm ready to start dropping pounds like they're hot!!! WATCH MY SMOKE!!! :-)