As I sit here and type this I wonder if I will get through the day.  I'm so excited about losing weight but not excited about the journey to get to the destination.  I know the first week is going to be the hardest and the most crucial.  Cutting out the bad foods and eating clean, working out and getting enough sleep.  My life as well as body need to adjust.  Working as a manager in retail with flex schedule and 12hour days, really does a number on my mind and body.  Then going home to a 11month old baby that likes to fight sleep and a husband that can sleep at the drop of the dime...... I know I can do this I must do this!!! Its only day 2 and my head is aching a little its probably going thru some kind of withdrawal of sugars.... I'm just venting but I know I got this... I know the first weight to go is water weight but I think its cool to see the scale down still.. Just finish eating my egg white muffins....ok i'm done.....for now