So it has been a very long time since I posted...since the last time I posted I did not eat very healthy and I did not do any exercise.  I have been terrible...  last weekend was thanksgiving weekend, I ate kind of healthy during the day but then binge on unhealthy things at night and for dessert at our thanksgiving meal.  I felt terrible.  I felt like I was the heaviest I have been.  But when I got home I weighed myself the next morning I was even lighter than when I left!  It was super exciting, I kept weighing myself over again. That was Wednesday.

Yesterday, I decided to make cookies because I love to bake but also like to eat them.  But in my head I was making them for the children, for school and snacks.  I ate healthy all day, but had too many cookies :(  I don't know why I trick myself into this every time... I just need to stop making things because I have no self control.  Yesterday I needed milk so I decided to walk to the store instead of drive, with my two children.  The kids were good and I felt great!  In total to walk there and back it was 3 miles.  

Today is a new day, my 3 year old is going to daycare today, which leaves me with one child.  I am going to do my Jillian Michaels workout and possibly some rockstar jumping jacks!  I started off by weighing myself, it was bad news.  Instead of maintaining my lower weight I seem to have gained it back.  How does that even happen..the cookies??  Oh well, need to get back at it.