So I have been doing great all week long, since I started my lifestyle change, but today I feel draggy and just blah.  In my mind I want to work out but in my body and soul I just can't seem to get the gumption to do it.  I don't want to fail this time so I have to push past this feeling and get the work out in anyways. 

I wish I had more support around me, I do feel like I am doing this alone, even though I have all these people in this challenge and a good friend who lives so far away.  I really wish there was someone in my household that would also get me going.  I have to be that person for myself, but gosh it is hard.

I will fight past this and succeed.  Even though my feet and legs say stay still I am going to get up and move.  It might be in just short spurts but at least I am doing it.

Okay enough crying to myself.  Got to get moving.