So my great idea of giving up sweets as my way to lose weight has not worked very well for me in practice!  Try, try, try again.  It has been harder than I thought.  Work has been my struggle place for me!  Every day someone is bringing in cookies, cake, it has been so challenging!  I realized that telling myself that something was off limits was maybe not such a good idea because then I would really think about that sweet I couldn't have so maybe it would be good to have a cheat day.  So I did that and then it has kind of avalanched.  I weighed myself today for the first time since the official weigh in and I knew it wouldn't be good but I knew I needed to be honest and maybe it will give me a kick in the pants.  So I weighed more than my initial start up weight!  I had a feeling this might happen.  I also went to bed waaay too late last night and this never bodes well for me eating well the next day bc I feel like crap.  I want to write more, about my boyfriend too and the things he says about my body (he tells me my tummy sticks out) and how that makes me feel but it's already late and I'm tired.  It has been too long since I have blogged and I missed it so I want to try to get back to it.  I think it helps me stay better on track but I'm not sure.  Want to write more about my sugar addiction but I'm too tired!  I can't believe how strong the addiction and cravings are when I don't have it.  It seems to be all I can think about!  Drives me crazy that I want something sweet so bad!  Here's to a better day tommorrow and many after that!