Slipping back into old bad habits AGAIN.  What is wrong with me?  Why do I do this?  In no mood to cook, so I'm grazing on just junk.  Which, if I would get my stupid brain to remember, is how I wound up with diabetes to begin with.  You'd think that would be my motivator, but no.  Of course it isn't.

I just want to curl up in a ball and give up.